Joyful Rebellion

Today was fun, started drinking glenfiddich around 9 when I got back from work, then drank in various rooms on my floor, then we all went to the Globe, a truly spectacular bar. I honestly had fun, I went against routine and went out. Now to go slightly off topic, who is this fucker on much music that everyone says I look like? honestly? what the flying fuck. But moving on, dancing is fucking fun. There's no 2 ways about it, fucking awesome. and things were going great until Kristin lost her watch, so that kind of killed the evening, so I have to give them a call tomorrow and leave a message, then go down tuesday night when they're open and pick it up, depending on of course if whomever finds the expensive little bastard didn't steal it. So that pretty much sums up my evening, and I must appologize if some of my sentences are fucked, i'm still feeling the effects of the good time.

adios

-Piro

If it stayed I'd never leave it
If that turned around
I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about
I mean that loving you is strange
And adored by me throughout oh no it's you again
Someday soon you'll find that someone
Waiting for the chance to beat you
Drooling on the set to feel you
Blessing you with every kiss
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Such the patient one who needs me
The spoiled one who wins
So shocking where's your sense
Don't you know I hate you,
Unsatisfied you little girl.
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Rolling dice and seeming queer
Bastard love, a sick affair
Let's see what new disease you'll fetch
I mean that fucking you is strange
And adored by me throughout
Oh no it's you again
Blessing you with every kiss
So precious you know this hate of mine exploded
I'm so deranged you know
I will never be the same
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill
Tying yourself to me
Stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me
So precious loving the thrill

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me
Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.
Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.
So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Well, oh well..
Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all

Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see
I'm falling
Every way I turn the same disease
But I like it
Brace myself and hit the wall with ease
Colliding
I'm not minding the pain
I've been down here before
All my bones and joints are sore
Find my way out of the wreck again
I've been down here before
Lost myself and so much more
Find my way out of the game again
Open up my head and take it in
Just like always
Think about the bar and take a swing
Loaded trapeze
What you need the most from me is yours
I'll continue to deceive you my friend
You lost what made you you
Or maybe I never knew
I can't stay here anymore
Give it all or you're on your own
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you

Well, the first week of school and life in the residence is over. I realize that my last post was far from inspired so I figure I'll make it up to you all with the next couple posts.

Today I moved into the dorm, it's a nice place.......i guess.